Debbie's Perspective

Just my thoughts of the day.

Easter Series: A Curse and a Whip

Yesterday we read about Jesus riding into Jerusalem on the colt of a donkey to crowds cheering Him and throwing down their garments and branches before Him. The disciples could have been wondering what He was going to do next. I would have probably been thinking that He needed to keep the crowd engaged, maybe do some more miracles, or preach another great sermon like the Sermon on the Mount.

We don’t see Jesus doing any of that, though. Mark 11:11 says, “So Jesus came to Jerusalem and went into the Temple. After looking around carefully at everything, he left because it was late in the afternoon. Then he returned to Bethany with the twelve disciples.” It doesn’t say He hung around and talked to the crowds or anything you’d think He would do if He was setting up an earthly Kingdom. He looked around the Temple and headed back to Bethany for the night. Were the disciples wondering what He was doing?

The next morning when they were leaving Bethany, Jesus was hungry. He saw a fig tree that was full of leaves, so he went over to it but found no figs, there were only leaves. “Then Jesus said to the tree, ‘May no one ever eat your fruit again!’ And the disciples heard Him say it.” (Mark 11:12 NLT)

This didn’t really make sense to me, so I read a commentary by David Guzik on this verse.  He says, “The tree was cursed for its pretense of leaves, not for its lack of fruit. Like Israel in the days of Jesus, it had the outward form but no fruit. In this picture, Jesus warned Israel – and us – of God’s displeasure when we have the appearance of fruit but not the fruit itself. God isn’t pleased when His people are all leaves and no fruit.”  Whoa!

After this, Jesus heads to the Temple where John 2:15 says He made a whip of cords and drove out the animals and money changers. He poured out their coins and overturned their tables. He told them in verse 16, “Take these things away; do not make my Father’s house a house of trade.” Mark 11:17 says, “The Scriptures declare, ‘My Temple will be called a house of prayer for all nations,’ but you have turned it into a den of thieves.” He was not out to win friends and influence people. He was there to do Kingdom business. This doesn’t sound like, to me, the meek and mild Jesus that everyone points to, declaring He’s okay with whatever they want to do.

His actions didn’t come without consequences, though. The Pharisees questioned His authority to do all these things. He ends up questioning them in Mark 11:27-33, but when they couldn’t answer Him, He didn’t answer them. And then He tells the parable of the Evil Farmers in Mark 12. When they realized they were ‘the wicked farmers’, they wanted to arrest Him but were too afraid of the crowds.

There’s a lot here to think about. We get a glimpse and a warning about God’s heart when it comes to hypocrisy (all leaves and no fruit) and His house. We are now His Temple. Maybe we should be cautious of allowing things that shouldn’t be in our temple.

Lord, forgive me when I’ve just gone through the motions or put on a show, and haven’t really produced the fruit you call me to produce. Forgive me for allowing things to come in and take up places that should be clean and pure before you.

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Easter Series: The Colt

Yesterday in my On the Road to Jerusalem post, I talked about how Jesus very clearly told His disciples that He was going to die, be buried, and be raised from the dead. Even so, in the very next verses in Mark 10:37, James and John were asking Jesus, “When you sit on your glorious throne, we want to sit in places of honor next to you, one on your right and the other on your left.”

Mark 10:38 says, “But Jesus said to them, ‘You don’t know what you are asking! Are you able to drink from the bitter cup of suffering I am about to drink? Are you able to be baptized with the baptism of suffering I must be baptized with?'” I think I might take a moment and say, hmmm, bitter cup of suffering? But they eagerly say, “Oh yes, we are able” in verse 39. Are they? They seem to be more interested in honor than suffering.

They had no clue what they were agreeing to. I wonder what they thought He was talking about? Further proof that they were looking for an earthly kingdom.

Most churchgoers celebrated Palm Sunday yesterday. This represents the day Jesus rode into Jerusalem on the colt of a donkey to a large crowd of people spreading their garments and cutting branches from the trees to lay before Him. Why was this day significant, and why was He riding the colt of a donkey?

Scripture tells us the answer in Matthew 21:4-5, “This took place to fulfill what was spoken by the prophet, saying, ‘Say to the daughter of Zion, Behold, your King is coming to you, humble, and mounted on a donkey, and on a colt, the foal of a beast of burden.’” This was a fulfillment of a prophecy given long ago by the prophet Zechariah about the coming Messiah.

You can see how the disciples were probably thinking that Jesus had it all wrong. He wasn’t going there to die. Here He was riding into Jerusalem to crowds praising Him. They had to be thinking, Yes! Now we are getting somewhere. The people are ready to follow Him and get this new kingdom going. They weren’t wrong. He was the coming King, but so much more than that, and not of the kind of kingdom they were hoping for.

Thank you, Lord, for knowing what we needed even when we didn’t. Let Your Kingdom come, let Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

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Easter Series: On the Road to Jerusalem

As many of us do as Easter draws near, we start reading the Scriptures that talk about Jesus’ last days before His crucifixion, burial, and resurrection. As I read each of the Gospel accounts, I came across some verses where Jesus is talking to the disciples on their way to Jerusalem just before His triumphal entry.

I think because we are usually focusing on Jesus’ entry into Jerusalem, we can miss the few very important verses just before it.

“As Jesus was going up to Jerusalem, he took the twelve disciples aside privately and told them what was going to happen to him. ‘Listen,’ he said, ‘we’re going up to Jerusalem, where the Son of Man will be betrayed to the leading priests and the teachers of religious law. They will sentence him to die. Then they will hand him over to the Romans to be mocked, flogged with a whip, and crucified. But on the third day he will be raised from the dead.’” (Matthew 20:17-19 NLT)

This isn’t the first time Jesus talks about His death and resurrection to the disciples. In Matthew 16:21 He tells them He’s going to suffer many things, be killed, and on the third day be raised. Again, in Matthew 17:22-23, He tells them He will be delivered into the hands of men, killed, and raised on the third day.

The Gospels of Mark and Luke also have three accounts each of Him explaining what will happen to Him. Why did the disciples not understand? There’s a clue in Luke 9:44 ESV when Jesus says, “Let these words sink into your ears: The Son of Man is about to be delivered into the hands of men.” Was Jesus saying, Hey look guys, I’m about to tell you something really important. Don’t miss it? I think so. He needed them to pay attention and listen carefully. Then in verse 45, “But they did not understand this saying and it was concealed from them, so that they might not perceive it. And they were afraid to ask him about this saying.”

What does the phrase, “it was concealed from them, so that they might not perceive it” mean?

Did God conceal it from them so that they might not perceive it yet? Was Jesus telling them all of it now, with the purpose being that they would remember and understand after the fact? But what would the purpose be for that? Why would he tell them multiple times, and here, implore them to let it sink into their ears? I think He really wanted them to listen and understand. If they hadn’t been afraid to ask Him what He meant, maybe He would have been able to help them understand. I wonder what they were afraid of? Looking silly or ignorant? Were they afraid Jesus would get angry?

Did Satan conceal it from them? I don’t think so because he didn’t know what Jesus’ death would do. First Corinthians 2:8 ESV says, “None of the rulers of this age understood this, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory.”

Could it possibly mean that their perceptions and beliefs about the Messiah prevented them from hearing the truth, even though it was spelled out so clearly for them? I believe this is the most likely reason they couldn’t perceive it. We know that many of the Jews believed the kingdom the Messiah was going to usher in was an earthly kingdom that would remove their enemies’ rule over them and make them a mighty nation.

They only had eyes for a natural kingdom on earth. Second Corinthians 2:14 ESV, says, “The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned.”

It’s clear to us now, even though it wasn’t clear to the disciples at that moment, that the Kingdom Jesus was ushering in was a spiritual Kingdom that could only be spiritually discerned. Until the disciples were filled with the Holy Spirit on the day of Pentecost, there were truths they could not perceive.

Even with the Holy Spirit living in us, are there mysteries of God that we do not perceive because we have our own ideas, agendas, perceptions, and beliefs that block us from having eyes to see and ears to hear?

Lord Jesus, help us to lay down any perceptions and beliefs that keep us from clearly seeing and understanding Your Word and Your purposes and plans on the earth today. Don’t let your truths be concealed from us.

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30 Days in the Christmas Story: Day 25

Through all the scriptures we’ve read about Mary so far, she hasn’t been fearful, doubtful, amazed, or astonished. What we’ve seen is that she’s been contemplative. She’s examined and mulled over all that she’s seen and heard. Why? I think it’s because this isn’t a one-time experience for her. She is in this for the long haul. The pregnancy and birth are only the beginning of this long journey she is on. Now, the baby has been born, the shepherds have come and gone, and it’s time to get on with life.

“And when eight days were completed so that it was time for His circumcision, He was also named Jesus, the name given by the angel before He was conceived in the womb.” Luke 2:21 (NASB2020)

Joseph and Mary are parents, and their job is to make sure all that needs to happen happens. The first event that needed to happen was to get the baby circumcised and named. Both of these things were an act of obedience. One was a command from Leviticus 12:3, and by following this command, they showed their devotion to God and enabled Jesus to fulfill the law. The second event, naming Jesus the name given to them by the angel, was not only obedience to what they were told to do, but like it was with Zechariah, a show of their belief in all that they had been told.

“And when the days of their purification according to the Law of Moses were completed, they brought Him up to Jerusalem to present Him to the Lord (as it is written in the Law of the Lord: ‘Every firstborn male that opens the womb shall be called holy to the Lord’), and to offer a sacrifice according to what has been stated in the Law of the Lord: ‘A pair of turtledoves or two young doves.’” Luke 2:22-24 (NASB2020)

Again, all that needed to be done to fulfill the law was done. While they were there in the temple, a man named Simeon, a righteous and devout man who had been told by the Holy Spirit that he would not die until he had seen the Messiah, was led by the Holy Spirit into the temple as Mary and Joseph brought Jesus in. He took Jesus into his arms and blessed God, and prophesied over Him.  This is where we read that Joseph and Mary were amazed at the things that were being said about Jesus.

“Jesus’ parents were amazed at what was being said about him. Then Simeon blessed them, and he said to Mary, the baby’s mother, ‘This child is destined to cause many in Israel to fall, and many others to rise. He has been sent as a sign from God, but many will oppose Him. As a result, the deepest thoughts of many hearts will be revealed. And a sword will pierce your very soul.’” Luke 2:33-35 (NLT)

Other translations say they marveled at what they heard. They’ve already had angel visits, and they’ve heard from the shepherds all that they had seen, so why marvel or be amazed at what Simeon was telling them? I believe the difference in this is that they realized they were not alone. God had set in the heart of another an understanding of who their Son was and would become. This was another piece in the puzzle that would be His life.

Today’s truth is that the everyday things of life that we need to do keep us on the path that can lead to amazing things. So many times, we stress and strive, worried we’ll miss something big we think should happen, but if we’ll stay obedient to the things we know are right, God will bring the big things to us.

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30 Days in the Christmas Story: Day 20

Expectation (Revised and reposted from December 19, 2021)

My lack of expectation could have cost me the child I had longed for. Decades of dashed hopes and the disgrace of barrenness had hardened my heart and caused me to lose hope that my prayers would ever be answered. Now, as I stand here holding this miracle of God, I think back to that life-changing day.

It started out as any other day with my order of priests on duty for the week. I had been chosen by lot to enter the sanctuary of the Lord and burn incense. I hadn’t been in the Holy Place for long before he appeared, a huge angel of the Lord standing right there to the right of the incense altar. I was so overwhelmed by fear that I almost couldn’t stand.

He told me not to fear and called me by my name, Zechariah. Then he started telling me the wildest story – Elizabeth was going to give me a son, and we were to name him John. He went on to describe the boy and all he would do. It sounded incredible, but didn’t he realize how old Elizabeth and I were? How could this possibly be true?

I realize now that he could have struck me dead right then and there. What a fool I was. How was I doubting this when I was looking right into the eyes of this angelic being? Instead of striking me dead, he let me know that he was Gabriel and he stands in the very presence of God. God Himself had sent him to tell me this good news. But now that I had not believed him, I would be made silent and unable to speak until the child was born.

It didn’t matter that I had my doubts, God was still faithful to His promise, and this would be fulfilled in its proper time.

The other priests were waiting on me and had begun to worry that something was wrong. When I walked out and couldn’t speak, they knew something had happened. I finally got them to understand I had seen a vision. I’m thankful my merciful God gave me the time to regain my faith. Now I stand here holding the son He promised we would have.

John, his name is John, and I wait with great expectation to see all that the angel told me about him come to pass.

Luke 1:5-25; 57-79 NLT

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30 Days in the Christmas Story: Day 10

On Day 9, we left off with Zechariah being chosen by lot to burn incense in the Temple. This was a once-in-a-lifetime honor. Zechariah had probably dreamed of this day. He was an old man, so he may have thought this honor had passed him by. There were thousands of priests, and so few were chosen each year that he could have lived a lifetime and not had this opportunity. Now here he is in the Holy place, burning incense and offering prayers for the nation of Israel.

“Then an angel of the Lord appeared to him, standing at the right side of the altar of incense. When Zechariah saw him, he was startled and was gripped with fear. But the angel said to him: ‘Do not be afraid, Zechariah; your prayer has been heard.’” Luke 1:11-13a (NLT)

While angels are mentioned more in the New Testament than love and sin, this doesn’t mean that everyone saw them. Zechariah probably felt like his heart skipped a beat. I think it’s a pretty good description that, at first, he was startled; he thought he was alone there, and then when he realizes it’s a huge angel standing there, he’s terrified. I think we all would be.

The angel tells him not to be afraid but then says something interesting; your prayer has been heard. At first reading, I thought maybe the angel was talking about his prayer for a child since that’s what he’s there to tell him, but his job right then was to offer prayers for his nation. He was a righteous man, a priest, and this was a lifetime opportunity, he wouldn’t be in there asking for his personal needs. Plus, as an old man, he wouldn’t have been praying for a child anymore, and certainly not at this momentous occasion, but God is so good, He not only answers his prayer for his nation – John was going to usher in and prepare the way for the Messiah, but He was also going to answer many years of prayers for Zechariah personally.

“Your wife Elizabeth will bear you a son, and you are to call him John. He will be a joy and delight to you, and many will rejoice because of his birth, for he will be great in the sight of the Lord.” Luke 1:13b-15a (NLT)

The angel starts out with the news that this answer to his prayer is going to be for him and his own personal joy and delight, but then he expands it to others. There will be many who will rejoice because of this child’s birth. And not only will he be a joy and a delight to many, but he will also be great in the sight of the Lord. This promise would be amazing on its own, but tomorrow we will see that there’s more, much more.

Today’s truth is that we never know if our waiting is for a much bigger purpose than we ever imagined. Our prayers are never wasted, whether they are for ourselves or for others. God cares about them all.

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The Runaway

Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. ~ Philippians 4:6

The cell phone rang beside the bed waking us both up. I looked at the clock; 5:15 am. Van answered with a strange voice. I could tell he knew the caller but was cautious, then a strained, “Where are you?”

It was our seventeen year old son who has autism. This past year we’ve had problems with him sneaking out in the middle of the night to go to the school down the street to touch doors. Apparently the beeping that alerts us to a door or window didn’t wake us up. How did he escape this time; a door left unlocked or through a window? Windows are his new escape route. We knew it wouldn’t be long before he figured out all he had to do was open the window and push out the screen.

“Pearson Ranch,” Van said incredulously. My mind screamed, but that’s a mile away! Our son was in his pajamas a mile away headed to a major highway. Van told him to wait and he’d be right there to get him, and then ran to get dressed and leave. I looked around to see how our son had gotten out. It was the garage door, the deadbolt was unlocked. One of us had gone through that door and left it unlocked. In anyone else’s house it wouldn’t have been a big deal. Before this past year it never was a big deal in our house either. That door was never locked. Now with its keyed deadbolt and locking key keeper beside the door, it’s supposed to remain locked at all times. The hard part is that most of the time it really doesn’t matter if it’s locked because Carson is fine and doesn’t want to leave the house, but when it matters, it matters so we can’t take the risk. We left it unlocked, and now our sweet innocent boy who doesn’t understand danger is standing on the side of the road a mile away in the dark.

My husband left and I slipped onto my knees beside the bed. “Oh Lord, keep my baby safe. Thank you that he took his phone with him, and thank you that he knows where he is and called us.” I prayed as anxious thoughts bombarded me with what ifs. I prayed out of need for comfort from my Heavenly Father, but I also prayed out of obedience. I could stand there wringing my hands with worry letting my anxious thoughts race or I could take every thought captive and bring it back to God’s truth. His word tells me not to be anxious, but to bring my petitions to Him with thanksgiving. Not thanksgiving for this calamity at the moment, but thanksgiving that He is the one who can do exceedingly abundantly more than I could think or ask. Then, when I’ve been obedient to come to Him in my distress, He will give me the peace I long for. My heart calmed and I sat on the side of the bed listening for the car.

Lord, I don’t understand why this is happening with our son. I don’t know what to do to make him safer, but You do. I will keep coming to you daily taking it step by step as you lead us through this valley. Amen.
2 Corinthians 10:5, Ephesians 3:20

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Stuck at the Pool

Do you have a situation or a need you’ve prayed and prayed for God to fix, but days, months, even years have gone by and your miracle still hasn’t come? When this happens it’s easy to start thinking it might be too late, but you keep on praying and making excuses why it hasn’t happened, holding on to the slightest sliver of hope that maybe it still could.

While I was studying the passage in John 5:1-9a, 14 about the miracle Jesus did for the man at the Pool of Bethesda, I saw some things that have given me a fresh hope for my miracle.

Crowds of sick people—blind, lame, or paralyzed—lay on the porches waiting for a certain movement of the water, for an angel of the Lord came from time to time and stirred up the water. And the first person to step in after the water was stirred was healed of whatever disease he had. One of the men lying there had been sick for thirty-eight years. When Jesus saw him and knew he had been ill for a long time, he asked him, “Would you like to get well?” John 5:3-6

  • Even in a crowd of people, Jesus still sees me individually. I’m not lost in the multitude of other’s needs. 
  • There is no statute of limitations on God working a miracle in my situation. Just because He hasn’t, doesn’t mean He won’t. 
  • God won’t automatically meet a need He knows I have until He shows me what it is, and I’m ready and willing for Him to do something. I have to know what I need and want to change.

“I can’t sir,” the sick man said, “for I have no one to put me into the pool when the water bubbles up. Someone else always gets there ahead of me.” Jesus told him, “Stand up, pick up your mat, and walk!” Instantly the man was healed! He rolled up his sleeping mat and began walking! John 5:7-9a

  • I can make excuses for why my situation hasn’t changed, but that isn’t what God wants from me. My excuses could keep me from getting my miracle. 
  • My idea of how my situation can or will change isn’t necessarily how God is going to do it. God doesn’t need a formula. 
  • I can’t rely on someone else to get it done for me—someone else’s prayer, someone else’s faith.  Others can come along side me and join with me in prayer and faith, but ultimately I’m responsible for seeking, praying, and believing. It’s my faith and my relationship with Jesus that are key.
  • I must be obedient when Jesus tells me what to do in my situation. When Jesus gives me a command He will give me the ability to get it done, so just do it.

But this miracle happened on the Sabbath, so the Jewish leaders objected. John 5:9b

  • Not everyone will be happy with my healing or the way God met my need. Rejoice and don’t worry about other’s agendas.

But afterward Jesus found him in the Temple and told him, “Now you are well; so stop sinning, or something even worse may happen to you.” John 5:14

  • When my healing comes and this situation is fixed, it can reveal hidden things that also need to change. When God reveals what I need to change, it’s in my best interest to do it.

I believe miracles still happen and healing still comes for all the various needs we have – physical, mental, emotional, relational, etc. My desire is that the hope God has given me through these insights will also bring renewed hope to you in your situations.

With God all things are possible.

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Selective Listener?

Luke 6:27a ~ “But to you who are willing to listen, I say, love your enemies!

I was just walking toward the kitchen as my husband walked past me and quickly said, “Don’t worry, I have already asked her to clean it all up.”  Then he promptly left the house for work.

I hesitantly walked around the corner and came face to face with my teenage daughter using her feet on two dish towels swiping away at the floor.  When she saw the look on my face she said, “Mom, you should be glad that I already cleaned up a lot of it.  It was really messy earlier.  Great! I thought as I surveyed the flour and powdered sugar dusted counters, the sink and counter full of dishes, and the little drifts of powdered sugar clinging to two of the cabinet doors.

I was already frustrated irritated, okay let’s be really honest, I was angry with her over two other incidents in the last couple of days.  So last night when she just had to bake these cookies for the school project – at 10:30 p.m. – I went to bed.

After cleaning the kitchen (grudgingly because the bus doesn’t wait, and let’s face it, her cleaning methods were just making a bigger mess at the moment), but having her make her own lunch because I was taking care of her mess, I sat down to have a little quiet time with the Lord hoping for a new perspective on things.  He never disappoints.

I was reading the verse that practically screamed off the page at me, “But to you who are willing to listen…”  Well, of course, I listen.  Those who don’t would be the unbelievers or those who pick and choose what they want out of the Bible, right? I felt the Holy Spirit nudge at my heart and ask, “Are you sure it isn’t talking about you?”

Okay, Lord, show me what you want me to see.  He said, “Well, now that you are willing to LISTEN, I’d be happy to show you.  Just keep reading.”  As I read about how I am to love, be good to, bless, and pray for my enemies, I realized I wasn’t even doing that for my family so how could I possibly do it for my enemies.  Oh no! I was a selective listener.

Of course I love my family, I do good for them, I bless them, and I certainly pray for them.  I justified the situation; after all, I was just a little mad at the moment.  But wait, this passage doesn’t stop at those.  Oh goodness, there is more!  What about turning the other cheek, offering my shirt when my coat has been demanded of me, and giving freely without asking for anything in return?  Surely this isn’t talking about my situation because I’m dealing with my child, not enemies.

Hmmm, let’s see.  The end of verse 35 says that if I do all of these things I will truly be acting as a child of the Most High, for He is kind to those who are unthankful and wicked.  Then in verse 36 Jesus says, “You must be compassionate, just as your Father is compassionate.”

I know sometimes I have to chastise and discipline my children, and it is clear in God’s word that He does that to us, His children, because He loves us.  But, He is also compassionate toward us, and sometimes just makes sure we are listening and then teaches us the right things to do.

 

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I’m Not Supposed To

“I’m not supposed to……,” means my son with autism has done exactly what he is telling me he’s not supposed to do.  What he’s really saying is, “Oops, I’ve messed up again.  Will you forgive me?  Please help me.”

You see, he can’t seem to help himself.  He knows the rules, he can say the rules, he’s a stickler for others following the rules, but in the moment, he breaks the rules.  We have to help him.  We set up boundaries, we put things in place that stop him when he can’t stop himself, and we exact consequences when needed.

The other day when he had come to me for what seemed like the 50th time that day, I exasperatedly called out to the Lord asking why my child can’t obey the rules.  I know he isn’t trying to rebel.  He really does want to be obedient, but once again he isn’t.

Before I could get all of that out, I got a picture of the Lord in my mind with a twinkle in His eye and a chuckle in His response, “Hmmmm, I don’t know, Debbie, why would a child who knows the rule break it?”  Then scriptures about jealously, gossip, and anger danced before me.  “Could it be a desire to please self outweighs the desire to be obedient in that moment?”

Ouch! I had the distinct impression we weren’t talking about my son anymore, but about my “I’m not supposed to’s.”  How many times have I messed up, done exactly what I know I shouldn’t, but in the moment I just can’t seem to help myself.

Maybe my son knows something I don’t.  The minute he realizes he has been disobedient, he doesn’t run away from me, he runs to me; the rule maker, the one who can forgive him and help him find ways to avoid his lack of restraint.

So, I take a cue from my son and turn my heart to the Lord, “Father, I’m not supposed to…., will You forgive me, will you help me?”

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